Overall I am a friendly person and enjoy talking to people. I make jokes and like to make people laugh. But lately it's like I'm just a big weirdo and nobody gets my jokes. I arrive to a conversation only to find that all of a sudden it seems private. Or I walk into a room and everyone is already with the people they want to be with and I feel excluded. I ask myself what I'm doing wrong, or what's wrong with me. I have felt this way off and on over the years. I know it has partly to do with my own insecurities. I want to connect with the people around but it feels like I'm speaking a foreign language. It feels like nobody gets me. And that is a very lonely feeling.