I apologize for not writing sooner. I wrote the last post around the time school started and my schedule got crazy. Then I was still feeling bad for longer than I thought was "normal" and didn't want to write. Recently, I thought about writing and was sort of unsure how to get started again....En fin. I'm still here.
So, back in August, I told my husband how I was feeling and he agreed that we should eventually live for some time in the U.S. but that for now he is not ready. I was hoping for next school year but that is too soon. It's hard for him to envision himself earning a living there since he has had the same business here since before I knew him. I understand that and am trying to lower my expectations/time line for moving. I also try to put myself in his shoes and it makes me almost back down, just because I know how much of a change it will be. I almost back down...but don't. For now moving is on the back burner.
I am very thankful for all the comments and concern I've gotten from all of you mexpats. I feel understood. I wish I had had this kind of support way back when I first came here but I sure am grateful for it now.
Thank you. Thank you for understanding how I feel and commiserating with me.
I will try to blog on a more regular basis again.